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October 18

我生平最喜欢的两首苏词

作者:东坡居士
 
  密州出猎

  老夫聊发少年狂,左牵黄,右擎苍。锦帽貂裘,千骑卷平冈。欲报倾城随太守,亲射虎,看孙郎。
  酒酣胸胆尚开张,鬓微霜,又何妨!持节云中,何日遣冯唐?会挽雕弓如满月,西北望,射天狼。


定风波

作者:东坡居士

莫听穿林打叶声,何妨吟啸且徐行。竹杖芒鞋轻胜马,谁怕?一蓑烟雨任平生。
料峭春风吹酒醒,微冷。山头斜照却相迎。回首向来萧瑟处,归去,也无风雨也无晴。




 苏公半生被贬,颠沛流离,穷困撩倒.但平生为文为诗,或清越,或豪放,亦豁达,何曾有半句悲声?才气纵横,不可羁勒.诗、词、书、画皆臻绝顶,发先人之未发,开风气之先河。
先贤辙迹在前,我辈不才,望尘莫及,然当亦步亦趋之

般若波罗蜜多心经

般若波罗蜜多心经

唐三藏法师玄奘译



观自在菩萨 行深般若波罗蜜多时
照见五蕴皆空 度一切苦厄

舍利子
色不异空 空不异色
色即是空 空即是色
受想行识 亦复如是

舍利子
是诸法空相 不生不灭
不垢不净 不增不减
是故空中无色 无受想行识
无眼耳鼻舌身意 无色声香味触法
无眼界 乃至无意识界
无无明 亦无无明尽
乃至无老死 亦无老死尽
无苦集灭道 无智亦无得 以无所得故

菩提萨陲 依般若波罗蜜多故
心无挂碍 无挂碍故 无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想 究竟涅盘

三世诸佛 依般若波罗蜜多故
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提

故知般若波罗蜜多
是大神咒 是大明咒 是无上咒
是无等等咒 能除一切苦 真实不虚

故说般若波罗蜜多咒
即说咒曰 揭谛揭谛 波罗揭谛
波罗僧揭谛 菩提娑婆诃
般若波罗密多心经

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这是诵唱得最普遍,最有名的佛经-般若波罗蜜多心经,简称心经.简简单单的百十个字,所含禅机和哲理深不可测.
有 一天,我在地铁上,在很多嘈杂声音当中,心里念到心经,忽然似乎进入了所谓入定的境界.心灵一片平静,一片安详,似乎一切都很美好,到达了极乐世界.一切 得失不再萦怀,而且头脑在安详平静中极为灵敏,心灵活泼泼地,如同一片水晶挂在空中的溜溜地旋转.于是,所有前因后果都串成了一条线.于是,我开始走出被 动,稳握先机.

十二月党人

十二月党人是一群反对沙皇的俄国党人,他们在谋反失败后,被沙皇流放到冰雪茫茫的西伯利亚.
他们的夫人被付与选择权,她们可以选择留在莫斯科继续享受贵族生活,荣华富贵,只需要同他们的丈夫离婚就可以.
但是,这些夫人全部毅然选择了跟随他们的丈夫,放弃了莫斯科养尊处优的生活.;之后的数十年,她们住在蛮荒的,酷寒的西伯利亚小木屋,终生陪伴他们谋反的丈夫.;百年以后,十二月党人的名字没有人记得了,只有她们的夫人永远受到世人的尊重.
;她们是人格尊严,崇高爱情的标记.

亮剑

以下文字全部摘自国内公开发行的小说《亮剑》,若有版权问题,请直接联系我。我的电话是13640258735。
赵刚少将:“既然这个党这个军队如此忠奸不分,这党籍和职务不要也罢了!”;赵刚少将:“我没有能力阻止灾难的蔓延,但我有能力捍卫自己的尊严,没有了尊严我宁可选择死亡!!”
赵刚夫人冯揇:“走好,我亲爱的十二月党人,咱们就要去风雪茫茫的西伯利亚了。。。”

天理何在?人性何在?

当我六十岁的老母亲被害得癌症,只剩下三个月寿命的时候,她每天被骚扰,无法睡觉. 她对我说:"我要告诉你让你提防,但我无法告诉你是谁,否则你一定会同他们拼命."
在我儿子三岁的时候, 他也被骚扰得无法安静入睡!
天理何在? 良心何在?
我贴在国内的所有帖子和博客都被马上全部删除掉了.为什么?
你们怕什么? 请省视你们自己的良心!如果我这样对付你们的亲生母亲,你们会怎么样?
每个人都有父母的,都是父母亲生的.难道你们不是? 难道你们都是畜牲?

我的简介

我是一个MBA,曾经任职财富五百大公司的物流经理,历任香港上市公司/美国上市公司/新加坡上市公司的部门经理。做好面对任何事情的准备。为了替我老母 亲复仇,为了我心爱的儿子能有成长的自由和尊严,为了我自己的尊严和自由,我愿意面对任何可能发生的事情。如果我坐牢了,或者死了,我的良心就可以平静 了。所以我买了六十万的人寿保险,足以让我儿子成长和自立了

直到真相大白,一切无愧于心

我不断地有感,于是不断地写。将许多过去只敢在私下谈论,绝对不敢公诸于众的许多观点写出来。我知道,这样继续写下去,也许会将我自己写进监狱,甚至写进地狱。之前已经有人警告我要在我去香港的时候搞掂我。这是广州话,就是说把我留在那里,再也不能在肉体上到任何地方。
但是我已经无法停下来,也许直到我进了监狱或者地狱,或者一切真相大白的时候,我清晰地受到宿命的感招。这样讲是否太玄?太难以自信?我也这样觉得。我们 从小受的就是无神论的教育,到79年后,我们成了世界上最大的一群没有信仰或者说不知道该信仰什么的人。但是,这十多年我肯定感受到了宿命的存在,冥冥中 有一股力量在警示我、带领我,于是我跟着这超自然的力量向前走,一直走到今天。
我有过害怕,有过怯懦,有发过抖,但是我没有停止过,不停地向前走。但是此刻,我也许将面对是宿命的尽头,那么我还应该继续走下去吗?我自己的目的是什 么?难道仅仅是跟随命运的驱使?今天下午我深思这个问题的时候,两句歌词飘进我的耳朵,是《少年包青天》的歌词:直到真相大白,一切无愧于心。
对,这就是我想要的。

这是电脑的后门吗?

发现我得电脑被控制,因为鼠标会自己移动、操作,而且有些文件夹我进不去,即使用 “Administrator"账户的时候,即使是不在线的时候也这样。但是我没有装无线网卡,于是到处查资料,最后发现主板支持红外传输功能,但是我根 本没有装红外适配器。但是我的机器是联想家悦的,Bios设定里面没有与红外功能黑客是肯定的,但是不在线的时候他还是可以控制我。他在我硬盘做了一个隐 藏分区。我高格、低格都做过无数次了,装了三个硬盘、加了声卡、视频卡、网卡,没用,他可以在我装系统的时候加入很多dll文件,然后装好系统就可以马上 控制我,有大半年了,他用了无线传输技术、虚拟intranet技术、远程虚拟技术和线程注入技术.我没装无线网卡和红外适配器,为什么他可以无线登陆我 的电脑呢?而且他居然可以改我的CMOS设置。我设置成光驱启动,他可以改成软驱启动(或者USB硬盘),然后虚拟一个软驱(用隐藏分区里面的程序),然 后再带动我的光驱启动,这样完全控制我的电脑。 他在我的电脑虚拟了一个网卡、一个监视器,甚至虚拟一个硬盘,都是PNP Mode的。可以看到我的屏幕,可以控制我。我跟他玩了好久了,曾经把主板拆剩CPU,再重新装回去,跳线、放电都试过了,没用,只把一些虚拟的硬件去掉 了,始终无法隔断他的传输。望高度专业的人士伸手拉兄弟一把。即使我买一块新主板换掉了也不会有用。而且我发现他可以遥控几乎一切发射红外线的东西,如电 视、空调、风扇的遥控器和手机。我发现很多蓝牙的值在我的注册表里面,如果是蓝牙连接有什么特点?望方家指教,万谢。各位老兄,我的网线早拔了,要是他通 过互联网来搞我就当他是菜鸟了。是不在线的时候发生的!我的电脑是联想家悦,KM400-M2主板,板载网卡,没有无线功能。我查过主板手册了,唯一无线 功能是支持Irfrared功能,而且要装适配器才能工作,我根本就没加,甚至没找到红外支持的五根针,他象鬼一样。我最早是这样发现问题的。我以安全模 式的Administrator账户进入系统,然后逐个文件夹查找,在System Volume Information文件夹提示我没有进入的权限,但是这个文件夹我以前进入过这个文件夹无数次,从来不需要特殊权限的。于是我修改了这个文件夹的权 限,发现了RemoteControlMonpoint和tracking两个文件和Restore文件夹,但是我早已经禁用了系统的 SystemRestore功能,这些文件都不该存在。于是我将整个文件夹删除,但是过一阵又重新出现了,于是再删再现,无数次重复。还有我用好像是 Ontcome(具体名字我忘了)之类程序查看文件夹。看到Recycler文件夹时,发现了数百兆的程序文件和记录我所有操作的文件,于是我全部删除, 但下次登陆又出现了。正常的回收站文件夹应该是Recycled,但这个文件夹叫做Recycler。这些情况都发生在我拔出网线的时候,因此肯定有人使 用无线连接我的电脑,对吧?然后我打开我的Cmos设置,发现有一些改动。如:我没有装软驱,所以A、B盘都设为None,但是被改成A盘是1.4M的软 驱或者USD HDD。第一启动选择被改为Floopy(或者USB HDD)Report to WIN No FDC被改成No。然后FDC被改成Enable。我全部重新修改,但下次开机再进去,又被全部改过来了。然后我用硬盘查看程序(SmartDisk)查 看,硬盘的0磁道0柱头有两个无法进入也无法修改的隐藏分区。我推理这些分区被做成虚拟的软驱,然后从那里启动,再带动我的C盘启动,就可以控制我了。我 装过98、ME、XP、2003、Ghost-XP都摆脱不了。我是硕士,曾任职500强公司部门经理,对编新闻没有兴趣。也不想出名,更不需要借此混饭 吃.一键恢复用过好多次了,毫无用处。不过<BR>问题补充:我从来没有系统地学过电脑,但是我买和玩了PC十多年了。在装好系统后我用 Everrest 查看,发现PNP Mode的鼠标、键盘及全套硬件,等于他在我电脑上完整虚拟了另一个电脑。换主板也没用,我发现我的好几个朋友都有同样的问题,包括两台戴尔,两台联想和 两台自装机,问题一摸一样。有可能是某机构发现了电脑硬件的一个后门吗?每次我做分区和格式化的时候,他都会预留2G左右的空间,我推测他在做另一个操作 系统,然后就可以完全控制我的电脑了。 我换过六块硬盘,现在机里面有三块.我会试一下装其他系统,不过我已经争取回来大多数权限了.哈哈,也许不是红外线,因为我将整台电脑被子包起来,照样不 行。但我确实没装无线网卡!!!而且每次重装系统我都改电脑名改IP,装过卡巴、金山2006、Norton、买咖啡,都不行。相信很多朋友都有这问题, 只是你们没发现而已,试试查查看吧。那些语带嘲讽,说话没有教养的人大概就是卑鄙地盯着别人的电脑妄图从中取利的家伙吧,废话没有用的!! 我怀疑这就是某些正规机构干的,但是在下平生没有犯过法,对政治也毫无参与的兴趣!!!!如果这就是故意留的后门,解释就呼之欲出了。

What kind of conspiracy is this?

It is a true story. I live in the third largest city in China. I found he was hammered by the guy who lived upstairs because those guys said he had been watching TV with too loud volume and that volume just disturbs their normal life. And those guys just didn’t bother to discuss the problem with me but just stuck the flour (my roof). That reappeared even when I turned down the volume so low that I could almost hear the sound and that was totally unreasonable. Then there was a fight between me and over ten people.
That was almost 5 years ago. And then I bought another apartment in anther district and moved in almost four years ago. But unexpectedly, things happened again with another fight. I just couldn’t understand at all since I could hear quite some loud sounds around when neighbor around opened their door, but there was never a single dispute among the others. And most important I could not hear any sound from that family I fight with when the door was shut when they just kept complaining about the noise I made. Also this was completely unreasonable since sound must travel in double ways, when the noise goes out, it must come in at the same time. When those fights occurred again and again, every neighbor around seems know the disputes and hated me without any body just bothered to talk with me for any information.
I was divorced around half a year ago and moved back the district I used to live in an apartment near the old one. Still the same thing with all the complaining and scold and hatred happened again when I almost never turn on my TV set. Besides all these things, when I visited my two brother’s home separately, I found the same problem bother them quite a lot for many years. But both of the family is bold enough to talk about this at all. And also the same case when I visited my ex-wife’s home where I used to live. Then I was told about my mother who died ten years ago. Just half year before she was found affected with lung cancer she was told every part of her was in a very good shape, and then after half a year she died. Times New Roman. During all these years, when all those disputes happened, I found myself could not go to sleep because the bed was just shaking with some mean guy’s operation. And I was awakened by these operations for four or five times every night. I may find pains with some parts of my body say my chest or hand or ear or any part without any reason when I quarreled with my ex-wife or any family member about anything about those dispute or anything that may any guy opposite might not like. When I just hit some parts of my body to call some painful feeling, the older painful feeling will die. I guess he or she may feel the pain when I do so so that he or she had to stop his operation. When I told my son who is just almost 9 about this, he told me that this actually bother him quite some time and when he did the same thing like mine he got the same effect. And additionally I have been kept changing my job constantly not because of my own willing. I worked for a listed American chemical company, listed Singapore Food Company, a Fortune 500 European chemical company and a listed Hong Kong trading company, as a warehouse supervisor, warehouse manager and logistics managers. In every company I made it a very successful career but I had to leave because people in every company hated me unreasonably, even those guys I never dealt with. They maybe willing to do anything they can to harm me or push me out. When I make a chain with all these things, I realize that we are facing the threaten and force of a big institution with extreme power!! For over ten years my family member just kept cheating me that all these are just my imagination not real. Because they know me quite well that I will never surrendered to any party when I realize what is the fact. But my eldest brother who is a very talented and once a successful government official people suffered a business failure and are jobless for more than five year. My second elder brother has to have plenty of sleepiness at daytime due to lacking efficient sleepiness at night and almost lost his job for several times. I may quite certain that my mother got the lung cancer because she was so worried about her sons and herself and dared not to tell me the truth. She cannot have good sleep at night and beaten in many ways and therefore always in a bad and worried mood. That causes her the illness and dead. As time goes by, the disturbance just spread to our next generation. My second niece grows with inefficient sleepiness then gets the worse and worse record in her examination and a heavy body. And also my son, I can feel the bed is shaking under his body. No matter which part of the bed he moves, the shake will be kept accurately under him. He is more and more violent due to lacking good sleepiness. He becomes more and more impolite at school and gets quite a lot complaint from the teacher. Besides all these, I have recognized that the institution against us has lots of technical weapon against us which are far beyond our imagination. When I got divorced and left the apartment I used to live with my ex-wife and my son. I rent an apartment near to where I lived with my mother and my second brother in the old days. Then I found myself completely under the control of that sonofabitch institution. Every family around me is against me. Everybody whispered bad words about me, shout out to complaint even when my TV volume was very low. Guy lives upstairs hit his ground to this. All my home electricity appliances were out of work and I have to buy every for replacement. My toilet was stuck when I did anything against them. They can view me every minute and hear every word I whisper to encourage myself. One day when my toilet was stuck I just tried to communicate with those sonsofbithches and said: “How can I imagine somebody like you will do this cheap thing while being a professional people like you. This is mean and cheap to play such a thing with the toilet! Are you shameless?” Then all water and dirty things in the toilet just drained out within one second. This was funny and proved that my lowest whisper will be heard and they did this to disturb me and the working people are not as shameless as the institution.Additionally one day my eldest brother gave me some computer parts like sound card and visual card, I put them in a plastic bag and on the desk under my air-conditioner newly bought. After ten minutes of my going on bed just besides, some water just dropped right on the point of that bag trying to ruin those parts. I jumped on my foot to take it away just in the minute to \save the parts and right on that minute the dropping water stopped and never happened again. What kind of technique is this? It looks like should be only within the god’s capability. And for several times my water heater was out of work and drained out a lot of water. I just suspected that and tried saying to them: “That doesn’t work. It doesn’t bother me a little at all. It is just laughter.” Then that just never happen again, not for a single case!!Apart from the control over human body and electricity appliance, what the most frightening is that they can control the sound! Whichever roof I am under they can make a sound like “bump” right on my head without letting any other guy’s notice or even when there not at all any roof above me, just in the air. One day when I sent some angry SMS saying to resist them for my whole life at a bus station, they made some sound like a thunder just in the air. “Bump! Bump!”When I was sitting on the sofa next to the window, the sound of the cars on the road beyond a hundred meters away wound come to my ear like a big thunder and last for as long as I sat there. Then I realize the truth of the reason why my neighbors hate me so much. They can pass the sound of my TV set and HiFi to anybody they want without letting their sound come to me since they have such an advanced technique on controlling the sound. Those neighbors may just recognize the sound are from me and know nothing behind that. And they may make money by helping the neighbors against me, that explains why those fights occurred. Or this is just some way to make our family member suffer!!All these had exercised my nerve so much that I am not afraid of anything now. Even when I am facing the biggest giant!! But the most important finding of mine for this whole year is their computer technique!! After half a year that I had been dealing with their hackers, I realized that my computer was hacked without a connection to the internet! That is a wireless remote control without any wireless function parts in my computer!!!I ever checked their method of doing through internet for more than a whole month, study their way, changing every setting of my PC and proved to be fruitless. It is a not found or a kept-secret method to the whole open world. Actually I found the six PC owned by our family are in the same condition, including two of mostly sold brand PC, two at the third mostly sold PC brand and two self-installed. My PC is the a model of the currently third mostly selling brand PC in the world, a local brand which swallow a much bigger part of another much more famous brand maybe two years ago. I study the manual of the PC and the main board word by word, without found a single part with any wireless function like wireless LAN controller or adapter. Exceptionally the main board supports the infrared function, but there is not an adapter attached to. I tried to pack with PC with a blanket and found it could not stop them. Therefore this is not the infrared because it is not possible for infrared to go through a thick blanket. The most advanced method you can never imagine is that they can even control my Bios (or CMOS)!! They can change some of the settings such as first boot device, and relative to the floppy disk. I think they virtually setup a floppy disk on my hard disk or theirs and start my C drive from the virtual FDD. Therefore they can control my computer. On that basis, they virtual a whole set of PC on my hard disk, co-processor, PNP mouse, keyboard, etc. The method to find whether they are in is to enter XP through safe mode. You have to choose the account of Administrator (only shown on the mode). Open the Resource explorer then, choose to show all the system folder documents and uncheck the hiding protected system document, click the show all documents. Then you will find the folder of System Volume Information (should not be there if you choose to shut down the system restore function). If you can enter the folder freely, congratulations, you are free. If not, sorry for that, you are hacked. Secondly you can use the program of Total commander to view the folder of recycler (or recycled), most of their document including programs and files are put there. There are two method you can select to keep them out mostly when you are not connected to the internet. First you need to choose disable the First Boot Device and start to boot from the second. And most important you must choose Auto to let the PC to detect whether there is something connected to the all four or six IDE connections you have, or they will be able to virtual a hard disk to that connection. If there is a hard disk, choose the LBA of access mode. Normally they will reserve 5-8M of your hard disk volume to put their document when you are creating the partitions. Therefore secondly you should use the tools provide by the hard disk manufacturer to partition your hard disk and try not leave a single byte left. And then you should choose to boot from your CD to view the partition, use Smart disk if you can. If you see several MB of space in raw condition, use that document to change the partition to some very old and seldom used format say BBS or something. Then they will not able to virtual a partition for their usage. Additionally you will have use to quota function in the property of your partition, strict the quota function to 1 kb for every user and set up a unlimited quota for yourself. These will keep them from most of the controlling function, but since the connection still exists, not completely. I can control my PC mostly after a whole year of fighting and studying. Do I win the maybe most advanced hacker in the world? With my bare hand and never in a classroom for PC? I don’t know. But I can do most of things as I wish now. And now I am facing the question of the revenge of my mother’s dead and the protection of our children. How can I find the way to win? This is the only way I can use since I don’t have any evidence to call the police or for help from the government. I don’t think they are working for the government since none of our family is involved with any political party or action or ever break the law to arouse such a big problem. I regard that their real goal is money and they are invited by one or some of mean enemy to one of our family member. And they don’t ever invent all those technique to just to disturb our family. That is too costly and they are not stupid enough to do so. Therefore there maybe tens of thousand of people around the world are suffering from their operation and knowing nothing about the things behind or even where the harm comes. If you feel anything similar, try some of my method to identify, I will publish my e-mail later and also my real place later. Let us share the feeling and fight for our freedom and our future. Actually they leave evidence everywhere when they are working like sharing the desktop of my PC to a lot people, but those people surely dare not to talk under the pressure. But if it is a authority party to work, things are completely different.
Every time I post any little information to the net, they will follow me by post lots of things pretending to be different people. They will say I am a big liar or idiot or something. Please read my words and theirs thoroughly, but make your own judgment. I am forty. I have a 9-year-old son. I am getting my MBA degree on next January since I have passed all the examination. I am a former logistics manager to a Fortune 500 European company and a public-listed Hong Kong company. I earned two hundred thousand a year which is quite a sum in China. Am I stupid enough to risk my entire future career and also my son’s to tell a lie or joke like this? I spent two whole day to write this and my time is quite a treasure to me. Since I had been setup for so many times, before I realized the whole truth, I just grab anything I can to help myself. I did read some secret and sensitive information from open-to-public (over one hundred people) documents and saved those documents to my disk. They used this for an excuse for controlling my PC but I can tell all were begun long before. For those people who have already found something, please let us share the information. If you don’t care, just neglect all these. But if you do care that some good people are being trapped for over ten years and suffer for three generations, please offer your help, whatever it is. The god is looking, trust me. It has been almost ten times that I dream of what will happen and all those really happened. I am doomed to do all these because it is from the god’s (the Chinese god or the western god) willing. Trust me and you will trust god at the same time. I am ready to be put to jail or hospital claimed to be out of my mind. If it is my fate, I will accept. It is much more difficult and painful when I know the truth of my mother’s dead and those harming action against our children without doing anything. I am offering my whole career and also my life. I will surely take the risk. My email address is this: wave_learner@163.com
 
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我是一个MBA,曾经任职财富五百大公司的物流经理,历任香港上市公司/美国上市公司/新加坡上市公司的部门经理。做好面对任何事情的准备。为了替我老母亲复仇,为了我心爱的儿子能有成长的自由和尊严,为了我自己的尊严和自由,我愿意面对任何可能发生的事情。如果我坐牢了,或者死了,我的良心就可以平静了。所以我买了六十万的人寿保险,足以让我儿子成长和自立了。

I am an MBA. I was a logistics manager in a Fortune 500 company, and also in a Hong Kong public-listed company. I am ready to face any kind of things. To revenge for my mother, for the growing-freely of my son and for dignity, I am ready for anything that might happen. If I am put to jail or death, that will give the pease to my heart. I am insured for 600 thousand. That will be enough for my son to live on till he grow up
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